Sunday, October 5, 2008

143*(5)1

i see myself in this formula. I'm who i am to you and you are who you are to me. You are scared and you're not alone. I don;t know what is this relationship doing to us. Is it making us happy or sad, safe or vulnerable; is it providing us a safe shore or throwing us in a high sea.

I am as scared as you are and you don;t miss a chance to make me more scared and at many times scratching my J-spot (oh yea i have one too). I am angry at you at times, perplexed at times, confused at times, an dso many positive and negative feelings at times. However, i am now sure i fall back to one feeling that i have all the time. And that feeling is what you know.

I'm keeping my distance with difficulty, and I too am closer to you than you think. Seriously!

2 comments:

haal said...

Why try to project what we do to ourselves and one another on the 'relation.'

Anonymous said...

Practice the J-spot. By time it gets numb.